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Name: Jennifer
Birthday: 7/31/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: She is a quiet woman, & her love fills me from a thousand miles. She is a small woman, a strong woman, & in her strength is wisdom I long to possess. She might be hurt, but would never hurt another,She is real.
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Website: visit my website
Member Since:
1/12/2005
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| There’s nothing a girl would want more
than something she can’t have.
That is definitely me.. Always a hard working girl, and forever chasing the wrong things.
"Bad mishaps and disappointments only fuel my motivation. I really needed that, time to get back to focusing on my important priorities!" My tweet from last night, I am so glad I have grown from everything that has been thrown at me. I am glad that I can pick myself back up, just knowing better is enough for me. | | |
| The idea of a woman who can uphold herself without relying on others, financially and physically, is what men desire the most. It’s easy for a man to attract women with his wealth; however, to attract a successful woman require more than just gold and finer things. They need wit. The wit to prove that he’s not just another face in the crowd. The wit to show that he can support himself with or without her. If one possesses such wit, then he can have her attention. Intelligence is attractive.
Taken from Tumblr. I love it.
And this:
"Don’t be a woman that needs a man. Be a woman a man needs."
Addicted to all the good things, leaving the bad behind. | | |
| When a good thing goes bad it's not the end of the world
It's just the end of a world, that you had with one girl
And she's the reason it happened, but she's overreacting
And it's all because she don't want things to change
So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you too
But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
Something's been missing
You know it, oh ho, she knows it
Oh ho, I know it, we all know it
I need someone different
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| So many things have happened this semester, and it's too late to fix my mistakes in school. I'm pretty depressed over how badly I've ruined my grades this semester.. I am so disappointed that after everything that has happened I still feel unmotivated to continue studying and work harder to get my grades up. It's not like me =/. After leaving the soro for myself since I didn't feel like it wasn't for me, and then gaining a new job at Chase that will be beneficial to me in the long run, I have been swamped. Or at least that's what it feels like. And I know I'm being a sucker puss for even complaining about everything this semester, but I can't help but believe that everything had bad timing.
And to add on to my list, momma barely came home from the hospital. The first two days that they sent out her colon for cancer, were the biggest scares of my life. My heart hurt so much, and I cried constantly throughout my days. I cried myself to sleep because she was laying in the hospital and I felt so helpless. But the results came back negative and she's home now. Thank God. I know it' selfish of me to have thought that I'd rather be the first one to depart from my loved ones so that I won't have to witness someone I love pass.
Anyway, work was super stressful for me the first two weeks. Trying to ge the hang of everything and being extra careful. It's getting easier now. I should probably go get ready for work soon, but this is a long overdue update on my blog.
The Chris Brown concert was ahhhhmazing! I loved it, all of the girls and I danced sosooso much. I want to go again..
Well, I really miss Caroline my favee. She's so far away and face-timing her isn't the same as having her go to sleep next to me in my bed.. I hope she knows how much I freaking love her to death. She knows me pretty much better than anyone else. I hate that she thinks just like me so she lets me know when I'm wrong and gives me that extra push I need. I know she's far away but even with having her being there for me, I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have her to go running to when things get complicated in life.
I was really hoping that I could have kept my thoughts to myself and it'd soon fade.. I want to believe it's another one of my phases. Just one of those times. I feel so sad and disappointed in myself. Why? Because I suck at consistency. I suck at staying in the same place for too long. Please fade soon, I feel like my conscience will consume me and soon I'll explode.
Well there's my rant, I shall go get ready for work now. Nobody will read this. Mhm, my own venting purposes.
Goodbye Xanga. | | |
| TOM, please be kind to me. I've been distancing myself from the one I love, and for the past week I just felt like my emotions shut down. Please Tom, come and go quickly. Thanks.
I will join and not give up. Like achieving good grades, I want to do this for myself and really network and stay determined and focused in school.
Things are going really well, I've been to the gym consistently, I've been "trying" to keep up with my studies... and I'm one step closer to working as a teller.
I do secretly hope that this is going to be beneficial in so many ways and that it may rekindle a friendship that I miss.
That's all for now. Damn, I've really missed blogging on here... | | |
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